eyesore

I got too much on my plate
 My brain all over the place
 How do you look me in my face?
 I know every single word that you say
 Sometimes feel like my whole life's figured out
 I go to school, get married, maybe buy a house
 I'll have a kid or two and I hope they're proud
 Of the shit we did in the here and now
 Guess I'm an eyesore, baby, I advise you look away
 Came through the backdoor, baby, and I think we're here to stay
 This shit we asked for, baby, it happened the other day
 Think 'bout the past, lil' baby, wouldn't want it no other way
 Eyesore, baby, I advise you look away
 Came through the backdoor, baby, and I think we're here to stay
 This shit we asked for, baby, it happened the other day
 Think 'bout the past, lil' baby, wouldn't want it no other way
 And I guess that I'm a bit anxious, like constantly
 And I guess that I'm a bit manic, like honestly
 I play pretend like every day
 I lost my friends in every way
 Got red flags in every place
 A pack of cigs and chardonnay
 All the shit we goin' through, baby, I thought you were kiddin' me
 And all the times you text my phone and told me you was missin' me
 I took a step back, saw it happen, now I'm kickin' me
 The silent kill, the silent swear, this kinda shit be killin' me
 Guess I'm an eyesore, baby, I advise you look away
 Came through the backdoor, baby, and I think we're here to stay
 This shit we asked for, baby, it happened the other day
 Think 'bout the past, lil' baby, wouldn't want it no other way, ah, ah
 Eyesore, baby, I advise you look away
 Came through the backdoor, baby, and I think we're here to stay
 This shit we asked for, baby, it happened the other day
 Think 'bout the past, lil' baby, wouldn't want it no other way