Not With Us

A whole pot of coffee and nothing to do
 Well I've got some options but none that are due
 Cause' it's only June
 The pen and the paper never plan in advance
 But previous genius tells me to turn to romance
 To romance
 But maybe I don't wanna be in love
 Maybe being me is just enough
 It's not that I am undeserving of
 My heart may have a hole but it's filled up
 And not with us
 I know we're together but I feel so alone
 I'm always at your house and I'm never at home
 I'm never at home
 It should never come down to my friends or the one
 If love is the meaning of life then it should be fun
 It should be fun
 But maybe I don't wanna be in love
 Maybe being me is just enough
 It's not that I am undeserving of
 My heart may have a hole but it's filled up
 And not with us
 And all the little voices that chirp in the back of my head
 Are questioning my choices while I'm lying in my bed
 Maybe I'm a lost cause
 I'm not the man I once was
 So maybe I don't wanna be in love
 Maybe being me is just enough
 It's not that I am undeserving of
 My heart may have a hole but it's filled up
 And not with us