Volcanic

Was it in a vacuum?
 Is it that it's only you that runs as deep?
 Trying to find something to climb that doesn't feel so steep
 Am I burning us out to keep your interests piqued?
 Go down with me
 I have these moments where I panic
 When I shut down and go manic
 So eruptive and destructive like within I am volcanic
 I've a head that won't stop aching
 And a voice that's tired of breaking
 And I'd snap myself right out
 And tell you what it's all about if I knew
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 I'm pushing you to give up
 And I'm lying about leaking here
 I don't want to sound ungrateful but
 I just don't feel like speaking, dear
 And it's all words and bookmarked lines
 Leaving us all undermined and wrung out
 I have these moments where I panic
 When I shut down and go manic
 So eruptive and destructive like within I am volcanic
 I've a head that won't stop aching
 And a voice that's tired of breaking
 And I'd snap myself right out
 And tell you what it's all about if I knew
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 Am I starving you out?
 Am I starving you out?
 Am I starving you out?
 Am I starving you out?
 Am I starving you out?
 Am I starving you out?