Self Medication

Bloodshot and bleary these old eyes have seen too much
 As the bottles add up i'm losing touch
 Trying to let go, because it hurts to hold
 It isn't getting better, its been bad for so long
 Shattering bottles to take off the edge
 I've fucked up again and my whole life's a wreck
 I cant stand this fucking shit life i've created
 Its off to the corner store to get self medicated
 Drinking the piss to save money hard up for cash
 But i gotta get trashed its the only way
 I can stand to face another day, ill fucking throw it away
 Drinking the swill to save money, hard up for cash
 But i gotta get fucked up
 Cant face my family, no one can stand me, i throw it away
 The bottles my only friend when my whole life feels so low
 Theres only one way to let go
 Because each little instance it all seems so mocking
 Ill drink my while like away and no one will stop me
 I never sleep anymore, and i'm so lethargic
 I cant stop this runaway freight train i've started
 And i wouldn't if i could because i hate being sober
 I just got fucking started and its already over
 The pressure keeps building it never relents
 I gotta get wrecked or ill never forget
 Sometimes it seems like the bottle is my only friend
 At the bottom is the salvation thats i'm drowning in
 Throw it away