Fading

I've watched all the nameless faces pass away
 As the autumn leaves begin to fade
 Smothering my sanity
 This constant masquerade
 Caught inside the hollow notion of
 Of never fading
 Won't you come and release my lonely heart
 Denied the life I will never start
 Trapped behind this painted face of porcelain
 Your eternal doll, weeping and raging within
 Endless echoes in my mind
 Fated to live under lonely starlight
 Waking with the night
 Forever caught inside
 It never fades away
 Still driving me insane
 Always bleeding inside
 You will bleed for me tonight
 Stare into my cold and graying eyes
 All around me changes as I'm static in this frame
 Locked together, doomed to live in hatred
 I will sever all with which you raped me
 Hold your breath now it's time to pay
 For the life you stole away
 Beg me darling, your death is nigh
 Kneel as your body decays
 Just go away
 I won't stay in this place
 Hear me cry
 It's time to die
 And as I sit hear waiting
 For our time together to end forever
 I just smile and softly whisper
 "Goodnight dear father"
 And as your body drains, I step away
 I finally release my pain
 I settle this plight
 But still I wonder why
 It's time for you to die
 The pain never goes away
 Always driving me insane
 Never fades away
 You'll bleed for me tonight