Miles and Miles

There are weeks in January when the sun forgets to rise
 And the grey inside my head matches the grey up in the sky
 What was full somehow is empty now
 You see it in my eyes
 I'm miles and miles away
 I could keep your love just like a plastic rose
 It could never die
 But it could never grow
 There are days I walk into the woods, with snow up to my knees
 And although my hands are cold as
 Ice, it's my thoughts I hope to freeze
 I keep replaying every second, everything you said to me
 And I feel miles and miles away
 I tired to hide my love with invisible ink
 It was always there
 You just couldn't see
 There are hours I spend driving, to the border of this state
 And wonder now why I felt then, such a steady pull to stay
 Life is not something to be waited for it's something to be chased
 By now it's miles and miles away
 Love and fear are two wolves fighting over me
 And the one that wins
 Is the one I feed