Leap Year

Will I remember it years from now
 will it turn out we've been misled somehow
 they say the good ones all meet up in the end
 but I'm not headed that way
 nothing is over that hasn't begun
 there's a life waiting for you
 baby turn away and run
 keep me invested and entirely tired
 but content to unwind
 how can one more day make a year so long
 like i'm falling down when my shadow is gone
 gonna need to take a leap of fear
 I don't sleep sober and somtimes I can't see
 there's a river of sadness like whiskey in me
 It's not my actions that bring me shame
 only myself to blame
 how can one more day make a year so long
 like i'm falling down when my shadow's gone
 gonna need to take a leap of fear
 oh oh
 oh oh oh
 i'm afraid of living without this sorrow
 I'm worried joy will lose all of it's power
 cut off at the knees, nothing to stand on
 force my hand at rest(?)
 oh oh oh
 oh oh oh
 oh oh oh
 oh oh oh
 How can one more day make a year so long
 like i'm falling down when my shadow is gone
 How can one more day make a year so long
 like i'm falling down when my shadow is gone
 gonna need to take a leap of fear