Until I Sing

So open up a window please
 And let a little air in for me
 I'm feeling restless now
 And i want to get out
 It's nothing but a worse case plan
 Carried out out with my own hands
 Or maybe it's hopeless
 Shrouded in fear and doubt
 But I feel worthless without a purpose
 Until I can sing for you
 I'm not loving what I'm good at now
 Or not good enough at what I love somehow
 I always feared this might happen
 If I didn't surrender my dreams
 Stuck with uncertainty
 Deciding how it defines me
 Without the meaning
 That my expressions glean
 And I feel worthless without a purpose
 Until I can sing for you
 I'm missing what I haven't lost
 Mistaking what is gone for cost
 Forgotten what I've earned
 For every heart I broke
 I'm waiting on a prayer I fought for
 And drove all night for
 Only to hold it
 And have to let it go
 I feel worthless without a purpose
 Until I can sing for you