Crush

Every single day I fantasize
 Different ways my body could die
 I would kill myself completely out of spite
 Wouldn't be around to watch my friends cry
 And I don't mind feeling lonely
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 'Cause we cut ties and you don't owe me
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 And sometimes I wish you were in my life
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 Every single day I'm feeling so blue
 Sit around the house with nothing to do
 Voices in my room remind me of you
 I just want to know what you've been up to
 But I won't call all your homies
 'Cause we don't talk and they don't know me
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 I found love within myself
 You found whatever in someone else
 Threw away your pictures I smashed on the shelf
 I only did it for my mental health
 If you were a stranger on the street
 Would you even look to recognize me?
 Even if you did, would you have a clue
 Every single night I dream about you?
 Every single night I dream about you
 Every single night I dream about you
 Every single night I dream about you
 Every single night I dream about you
 And I called to say I'm sorry
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 And I miss you, I wish you would call me