Pressure Cracks

I feel like I've been breathing out of an exhaust pipe
 On the job site, with a fist full of brittle sand
 Should have seen it coming
 A mile away from the little hill in which I'm making a stand on
 It makes a man of me (doesn't it?)
 And if it never kills me then I get a pass
 Wish I could've opened up the air around me
 Just a little bit so I could take a gasp
 Who the hell is watching?
 Put a notch in my belt, keep it on the tracks
 Shoulda woulda coulda never made a difference
 When you're playing chicken with your only chance
 But it made a man of me, right? Mad man
 That gotta dance around and play his sounds
 Wish I knew back then what I know now
 Yeah, look at me now!
 Dodging forever
 Spending a fortune to figure it out
 I don't believe it
 Never learned how
 All of this pressure is driving me wild
 Look at me now
 Dodging forever
 Spending a fortune to figure it out
 I don't believe it
 Never learned how
 All of this pressure is driving me wild
 Look at me now
 I'm starting to feel like it's stacking on my shoulders
 Another soldier with little patience to see the dawn
 Fought a lot of odds, in the name of cause
 Put em in a box buried in the lawn
 But I learned a lesson from it, didn't I?
 And if I didn't who the hell is gonna teach me?
 I've been looking for answers
 And none of em ever offered a lesson that'll reach me
 Who can see me?
 Losing personal relationships like people do they house keys
 I've been outside, looking inside
 With a shadow casted all around me
 And they doubt me
 Try to throw a little part of me away with every frown
 Just wish they saw what I know now
 Yeah, look at me now!
 Dodging forever
 Spending a fortune to figure it out
 I don't believe it
 Never learned how
 All of this pressure is driving me wild
 Look at me now
 Dodging forever
 Spending a fortune to figure it out
 I don't believe it
 Never learned how
 All of this pressure is driving me wild
 Look at me now
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 Dodging forever
 Spending a fortune to figure it out
 I don't believe it
 Never learned how
 All of this pressure is driving me wild
 Look at me now
 Dodging forever
 Spending a fortune to figure it out
 I don't believe it
 Never learned how
 All of this pressure is driving me wild
 Look at me now