A Wider Space

I cannot compete
 With the evil storms I feed
 I watch their bodies fight
 And learn to bend back toward the light
 We'll wait it out
 I found a new surface
 Like a second-hand purpose
 I'll nurse myself into
 A new rendition, another point of view
 We're breathing through
 I'm slipping through the cracks
 To join you in the depths
 Please remind me how
 To climb my way back out
 This time I'll make my bed
 Into a wider space
 Take us to the coast
 There's enough boat for us both
 You already know
 We've had to drown to take another form
 One to build from
 I'm slipping through the cracks
 To join you in the depths
 Please remind me how
 To climb my way back out
 I know we've got the same
 Part of us that says
 We should navigate
 Into a wider space
 I don't wanna be a special child
 I wanna see what the skies hold for me
 I don't wanna be a spaceship pilot
 I don't need the attention blinding me
 What else is there to feel?