Unrelenting Force

I guess I got you all wrong
 Locked me out with the stress
 I felt the cold stuck trying to figure out how I got in this mess
 The words felt so coarse
 But a picture paints a thousand more
 I'd rather slip through the cracks
 Than feel the pain that you bore
 You spent so much of your time filling my name with mud
 The look on your face spoke more words than you ever could
 You spoke more words than you ever should
 The anger builds inside of me
 This shroud of hatred makes it hard for me to see
 It's too hard
 It's too hard to breathe
 I fell too far
 I watched my world be destroyed
 You lost sight of the truth so let your existence fade through your 'sanctified' void
 I don't remember how low it felt
 But I know I couldn't feel much more
 I can't keep fearing the worst
 But I was born into a world I never asked for
 And I danced with the devil
 But my sins ripped through me like knives
 It's hard to breathe when my conscience craves a different life