Sail

If I was heartless
 Well that would make it easier
 To say the things I need to
 But I run instead
 I wish I was hollow
 'Cause then the pill I have to swallow
 Wouldn't choke me up
 Infect my soul again
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 I don't know how I got like this
 I wish I wasn't so helpless
 But every time I try to
 I'm too paralyzed to
 Get the poison off my chest
 I didn't wanna fail again
 Watch another ship sail again
 I'm no good at goodbyes
 I can't look in your eyes
 You would never understand
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 I wish it were easy
 I hate it that you think you need me
 Said it from the start
 That I'm no good at love
 Don't try to read me
 Some books should stay closed believe me
 Please don't fall apart
 For what this never was
 I don't know how I got like this
 I wish I wasn't so helpless
 But every time I try to
 I'm too paralyzed to
 Get the poison off my chest
 I didn't wanna fail again
 Watch another ship sail again
 I'm no good at goodbyes
 I can't look in your eyes
 You would never understand
 ♪
 I don't know how I got like this
 I wish I wasn't so helpless
 But every time I try to
 I'm too paralyzed to
 Get the poison off my chest
 I didn't wanna fail again
 Watch another ship sail again
 I'm no good at goodbyes
 I can't look in your eyes
 You would never understand