Gymnasion

I've been walking to my house in the fog
 Like I did years ago, looking forward
 Left the party and I got lost
 But I'm found in a street 'round the corner where you lived
 You can tell me what is like when you play
 All your songs in the night at half past 4 and
 If looking is enough, don't say a word
 Bad habits are what you do worst
 These days in my mind, I count 'em in bottles
 It's like a rush, I'm back again
 Could we pretend it's not just all in my head?
 We don't have to play like we had
 If something's gonna hold you back, I won't
 You can go and tell me what it used to be
 But who cares?
 'Cause we don't have to play like we had
 If something's gonna hold you back, I won't
 I keep thinking that you'll stand in my bed
 I got a vision in my head, you're not there
 I've been walking to your house as I did years ago
 When our minds were a thunder
 Places that I used to read with a can in my hand
 And your wrists turning backward
 There are voices all the time telling me how to read
 All the signs, all the sounds that I've heard
 What's left under my bed felt like chemicals
 The gymnasium where we met is burning full
 And you sleep on the right side of the pillow
 I thought it would be bulletproof
 But it's like my arms ain't getting any stronger
 We don't have to play like we had
 If something's gonna hold you back, I won't
 You can go and tell me what it used to be
 But who cares?
 'Cause we don't have to play like we had
 If something's gonna hold you back, I won't
 I keep thinking that you'll stand in my bed
 Got a vision in my head, you're not there
 It's not about you, not about you
 Not about you, not about
 It's not about you, not about you
 
 And I've been wondering why the leaves
 Around your house are never turning yellow
 It's not like I think too much, but
 It's not about you, not about you
 Not about you, not about
 It's not about you, not about you
 
 We don't have to play like we had
 If something's gonna hold you back, I won't
 You can go and tell me what it used to be
 But who cares?
 I see you in the corner of the room
 It's not like I called my father to get away
 Get away, should get away
 It's not about you, not about you
 Not about you, not about
 It's not about you, it's not about you
 It's not about you