I Love/Hate Myself

I can't sleep, I've been staying up for weeks
 Watching movies on my screen, total silence where I'm at
 But I'm praying for better days
 All I want is some new friends, and I love the attention
 Switch my mood, it always blends
 But I'm praying for better days
 Love my clothes, I love myself
 I did all this by myself, I don't need nobody else
 But I'm praying for better days
 Sick of living life this way, why can't I just find a way?
 Everything it seems so fake, but I'm praying for better days
 Can't control me, cannot stop
 Bet you're missing me a lot
 Poison headed for the top
 Why can't God give me a break?
 Every choice I'll ever make, every road I'll ever take
 Hope it's ready for my sake, 'cause I'm praying for better days
 I can't sleep, I've been staying up for weeks
 Watching movies on my screen, total silence where I'm at
 But I'm praying for better days
 All I want is some new friends, and I love the attention
 Switch my mood, it always blends
 But I'm praying for better days
 Love my clothes, I love myself
 I did all this by myself, I don't need nobody else
 But I'm praying for better days
 Sick of living life this way, why can't I just find a way?
 Everything it seems so fake, but I'm praying for better days