The Stranger in Our Pictures

Tension flowing through my veins and I can feel it
 I want to cut it out so I can see it
 But that's the way I always know, even now, this uncertainty soon will pass
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 Hours spent inside the room that got me sober
 Praying the dopamine would find me sooner
 But that's the gash I had to sew
 On this road
 I just have to own where it goes
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 Soft manipulating hot and cold
 Kept my family waiting long enough
 Careless and self centered ways I behaved stained our home
 I found a photograph my father took of someone I don't know
 I don't recognize
 Lovers, and everyone who fought for me to beat it
 How could I commit when I didn't feel it?
 I wish that I could give you back stolen time
 Maybe in the end you'll get mine
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 I'd kill the light, when everyone was home
 I didn't want them to know where I was
 Alive at night
 I snuck around to be the very thing you tried preventing
 Maybe in the end I'll give it back
 Maybe in the end you'll get it back
 You'll get it back
 Soft manipulating hot and cold
 Kept my family waiting long enough
 I don't know...
 Careless and self-centered ways I behaved stained our home
 I found a photograph my brother took of someone I don't know
 I don't recognize anymore