That Don't Make It Junk

I fought against the bottle
 But I had to do it drunk
 Took my diamond to the pawnshop
 But that don't make it junk
 And I know that I'm forgiven
 But I don't know how I know
 I don't trust my inner feelings
 Inner feelings come and go
 How come you called me here tonight?
 How come you bother
 With my heart at all?
 You raise me up in grace
 Then you put me in a place
 Where I must fall
 Too late to fix another drink
 The lights are going out
 I'll just listen to the darkness sing
 I know what that's about
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 I tried to love you my way
 But I couldn't make it hold
 So I closed the Book of Longing
 And I do what I am told
 How come you called me here tonight?
 How come you bother with my heart at all?
 You raise me up in grace
 Then you put me in a place
 Where I must fall
 I fought against the bottle
 But I had to do it drunk
 I took my diamond to the pawnshop
 But that don't make it junk
 That don't make it junk
 That don't make it junk
 That don't make it junk