Something To Do

And now, life is back to normal
 I don't feel like crying when I drive
 Even on the streets we used to ride down in July
 And I guess I sound so healthy
 Dealing with the blinding heartbreak shit
 Even though I'm finally done with it, I kinda wish
 That I still had one piece of sadness
 Like seeing you and her laughing
 Guess you're really over it when
 You'd go through it all again
 'Cause now I realize missing you
 Missing you
 Was me calling up my mom
 Bonding over all your wrongs
 Now I realize, missing you
 Missing you
 Was staying at Ryan's way too long
 Writing albums worth of songs
 Now I realize missing you
 Gave me something to do
 And I moved back to the valley
 I'm not getting triggered anymore
 So I'm not getting ice cream from the store like before
 I don't say much when someone calls
 They ask, "What's up?" Nothing at all
 When I was broken I was living, now I'm boring just like golf
 And now I realize missing you
 Missing you
 Was me calling up my mom
 Bonding over all your wrongs
 Now I realize missing you
 Missing you
 Was staying at Ryan's way too long
 Writing albums worth of songs
 Now I realize missing you
 Gave me something to
 Do with myself
 When I was going through hell
 You gave me stories to tell
 You'd say that I told them well
 In all those songs that I made
 To all my friends when we'd hang
 Oh, but I still wouldn't change
 Anything
 'Cause now I realize missing you
 Missing you
 Was me calling up my mom
 Bonding over all your wrongs
 Now I realize missing you
 Missing you
 Was staying at Ryan's way too long
 Writing albums worth of songs
 Now I realize missing you
 Gave me something to do