Ex Negativo

Here I am at the end of my rotten fate
 I am a victim to the habits that I cultivate
 No smoke without a fire
 No blood without a wound
 No forgiveness for the sinner
 Who has seen the face of gloom
 I'll never learn from my mistakes
 Misery favors the lonely
 Victim to the habits that I cultivate
 Misery favors the lonely
 All means have reached an end
 Another loss in the books
 And it feels like I am running out of options
 This fucking world's only a fictional invention
 Loaded up with toxins
 The only reason for me to breathe
 The only reason I make believe
 No smoke, no fire
 No blood without a wound
 No forgiveness for the sinner
 Who has seen the face of gloom
 I don't believe in redemption
 I don't think I will ever heal
 I don't believe in salvation
 Never again will I be able to feel
 Doubting my every decision
 Fueling my inner division
 I am killing off all of my feelings
 Kill my feelings
 Take, take, when the stakes are high
 Break, break, running out of time again
 Take, take, when the stakes are high
 Break, break, just another life down the drain
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 The irony, my liabilities ricochet back
 I have to face it, I never wanted to repent
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 I don't believe in redemption
 I don't think I will ever heal
 I don't believe in salvation
 Never again will I be able to feel
 Doubting my every decision
 Fueling my inner division
 I am killing off all of my feelings
 Kill my feelings
 Take, take, when the stakes are high
 Break, break, running out of time again
 Take, take, when the stakes are high
 Break, break, just another life down the drain