Nerve

There's a lot of nothing in the words i know
 But i keep on talking 'cause it feels like home
 Feels alright to be growing old
 But growing old is just letting go
 And it's just the reason i needed to leave this place
 Had the whole morning to run away
 I had a different image on my mind
 It's just it changes always, all the time
 And it comes as no surprise it's like
 I just don't know what you're doing wrong
 Man you've got a lot of nerve
 I just don't know what you're doing wrong
 Man you've got a lot of nerve
 how come all my vices always breed relief
 When a sip of gin saves an hour of speech?
 And yeh it's fickle and it feels so cheap
 But i can rest and i can feel at ease
 It's my friends don't know the half they're just listening
 I'm at a loss 'cause i'm living it
 That's not to say that i'm giving it
 It's just that this is how it's always been
 And it comes as no surprise it's like
 I just don't know what you're doing wrong
 Man you've got a lot of nerve
 I just don't know what you're doing wrong
 Man you've got a lot of nerve
 I can't melt all of my worries to nothing
 And i would
 I keep trying but i always get let down
 Somehow
 Man you've got a lot of nerve