A New Stain

As I live and breathe
 You don't look so different to me
 Lighter on your feet
 But still with such a heavy head
 Ten to seventeen
 It didn't feel so long out here
 But I was never clean
 I was only trading in a stain
 For a new stain
 Could you feel your hands
 Wrap around the memory of my neck?
 Of tangled ghosts
 Yellowing your every inch of power
 Where in would I please
 But I don't sleep at ease
 Its an ancient sea and
 It took my peace away from me
 What I wanna say
 If you just let me say
 What you need to know
 Is what I have to tell
 And when you fell
 It was me who hit the ground
 And when I spill
 You left me empty
 Mine's the kinda name
 You could never ever change
 And mine's the kind of stain
 That'll never ever fade
 Never ever fade