You Had Me

I am desire but you are weak
 And I despise the sound of leaks
 in veins to quiet to even speak
 Just bleed despair but never scream
 I am revenge and disbelief
 And I regret the tracks I leave
 in snow that isn't even deep
 I hold the blade, sharp as can be
 You had me going out of my head
 With all the things that you said
 You had me going out of my head
 But now I walk away from you instead
 I am on fire but you retreat
 With arteries so tense they shriek
 anemic secrets that won't keep
 A heart that numb must choose deceit
 I am mayhem and treachery
 And dead-ends never bothered me
 Your hollow voice shouts, "Victory!"
 But whispers, restless, when you sleep,
 "She had me going out of my head"
 I did descend but now I'm free
 And I confess you still seem sweet
 But you no longer disarm me
 You had me going out of my head
 With all the things that you said
 You had me going out of my head
 But now I walk away from you instead