Already Dead

Rex but the booger shit is spotty
 Go to parties and I hardly ever feel like my own body
 I'm in touch with my spiritual, can't touch the feeling
 But I feel all the residual, can't see the ceiling
 'Cause I'm sinking in your memory
 Stacking up the energy, lacking on the synergy
 I sum up all the tension and
 Baby, did I mention that? Yeah
 I am back on my bullshit
 I told you I'd do shit, I'm just being honest
 I know that you knew shit, I know that I promised
 I'm an artist with a harness
 If I had tools of phonics, I'd be more articulate
 And the money and drugs do not stimulate all the sensations
 That I describe indicate, you're the one I want
 So, please, do not complicate, let's make it easy for you
 You got bullshit, I got bullshit
 Let's go hash it in another state
 It's worth the wait
 I would kill for you, I'd die for you
 Don't tell me it's no other way, please stay
 You run away and I chase
 'Cause love's worth the race
 I grab you by the arm, and you tell me to my face
 Say I'm crazy, maybe
 How could it be in my head?
 I'm already dead
 And I'm already dead
 No resurrect, I'ma miss this
 I'm desperate for attention
 You're exiting, I'ma witness
 Participate in my own death
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 I feel the feeling of losing control
 You were the one that would make sure I null
 Anything that I would push or I'd pull
 To move the boundary that you annulled
 We had the chemistry, we had the symmetry
 Down in the cemetery, lie down right next to me
 I was your Kennedy, you were my sanity
 Now I'm your enemy, now you just wanna leave
 I admit, I'ma have my faults
 Locked up, all safe like I'm in a vault
 You witnessed my love, are you feeling off?
 I understand it's tough 'cause I'm turning up
 If honesty is the key, I'ma be solemnly swearing that
 I would be finding myself in another reality
 Where I would be something that you would want me to be
 All you can see, you're perfectly
 Together and it is obviously
 I'm not the same, going insane
 Everything that I do is all in vain
 To prove to you that I am due for another inspection
 I feed off impression, I deal with depression
 Which is a connection to my recognition of my love addiction
 Now I'm already dead
 And I'm already dead
 No resurrect, I'ma miss this (there's just no use)
 I'm desperate for attention (I'm hanging from your noose)
 You're exiting, I'ma witness (abandoned from the truth)
 Participate in my own death
 There's just no use
 I'm hanging from your noose
 Abandoned from the truth
 And in the end I lose