Beg for It

What!?
 Am I thinking to loud?
 My brain hurts
 So I'll rest for a while
 Good luck!
 My head's about to break
 Emotionally sick
 I beg to differ
 just rotten inside
 Slowly I die
 Beg for it
 Lift me up let me touch the sky
 beg for it
 No more demons standing by my side
 They want inside my head
 Guess they want me dead
 Lying face down in my grave
 Beg for it
 No more demons standing by my side
 No way
 I'm kept in a cage
 My patience has expired
 I need a new face
 I feel emotional
 I feel I have to fly
 I'm not in to living if i know i'm going to die
 Slowly I die
 Good luck
 Cause I'm about to break
 I feel I have to fly
 Rest for a while
 I feel emotional
 I fell i have to fly
 Do I have to beg for it?