Accursed

Reaching out to me
 Seeking solace
 An ally in the dark
 I just watched you descend
 I, I let you fall into the abyss
 I, I let you fall, I just turned away
 Sinking further, tumbling down
 The pressure, oppressive and strong
 It's comforting me
 Ceasing the pain, my only desire
 Longing to leave, my only drive
 Is it my cross to bear
 Leaving you alone?
 I'll venture on solitary in regret
 A messenger brought me word of your demise
 An escape or condemnation
 Through different eyes
 The accusers pointing their fingers
 The accursed longing to sympathize
 I, I let you fall into the abyss
 I, I let you fall, I just turned away
 It could have been me, it's lonesome now by my side
 It should have been me, your choice had been made
 But i still had to decide
 Confined, we all saw you die
 I, I let you fall into the abyss
 I, I let you fall, I just turned away