Hard 2 Love

It's like you think you know me, but you don't really know me and one
 Day you gonna wake up and figure that out and when that day comes
 I'm thinkin you'll probably leave.
 Now I don't know how long my forever's gunna be, but I invite you to
 Come and spend mine with me and ima do my best to see that we live happily
 And you just keep what's left when somethin happens to me. I'm lookin for
 Someone to marry me, take care of me and bury me, these days thats a rarity
 But i can guarantee, if I broadcast live from deep within me, God will send me
 Someone only divinity could ever get the credit for, and I can take her from the
 Hood to the Gucci store. God gave her a O.G for a daddy, bad broad for a mama,
 From tank tops and thongs to the Prada pajamas and i'ma, be awake when i'm supposed
 To be asleep cause my mind's on my money and I know when i'ma reap what I
 Sew. I'm a beast that should be heavily medicated, huh, that's therapy to me i'm just
 Dedicated, motivated by the thoughts of empty mouth, nightmares of comin' home to
 An empty house. I know what it is to see somethin' fade on Titanic and built a castle
 And watched it collapse in front of me.
 My, daughter, she survived the tragedy, the, aftermath at my attempt at a family. So
 Don't sit up here and talk about what I already know or sit up here and act as though
 You will never go. Like you will never ever pack your bags and leave I'm not comparin'
 You to her it's a reaction to me. People take all they can take and I just run 'em away,
 Even I can't believe some of the stuff that I say. The holes in the walls can easily be
 Fixed with mud, the holes in us can only be repaired with love and they can only be
 Mended, they can never be fixed because people forgive you, but they can never forget...
 I'm Hard 2 Love
 Some say I'm hard to like
 But i've been through a lot of things
 That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises
 On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm
 Never lettin' anybody get me again
 I'm Hard 2 Love
 Some say I'm hard to like
 But i've been through a lot of things
 That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises
 On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm
 Never lettin' anybody get me again.
 Now if you've never been in love this is irrelevant to you and if you ever prayed for me, and
 Ima pray for you too. Baby girl i'm tryin see, all of your dreams real so try to understand
 How my size 14's feel. I need another female like a hole in the head, and if i ever caught
 You cheatin' there'd be holes in the bed, holes in the head other man caught up in the
 Middle of a good thing gone bad I aint sorry for the... mm
 But I could never invision you betrayin' me, the one you don't suspect thats the one it's
 Gon' be. No trust. Other than my trust in God cause everyone I ever trusted, has broke
 My heart. I keep my guard up and it could never be lowered and you could never sucker
 Punch me, i'm forever lookin for it. You go through the bad just to get to the good somethin
 I wish more people understood...
 I'm Hard 2 Love
 Some say I'm hard to like
 But i've been through a lot of things
 That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises
 On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm
 Never lettin' anybody get me again
 I'm Hard 2 Love
 Some say I'm hard to like
 But i've been through a lot of things
 That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises
 On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm
 Never lettin' anybody get me again.
 You ever see 2 old people walkin' in the rain and One of 'em got the body and the other got
 The brain? Dang, they probably got grandkids I say, People don't love like that these
 Days. Bet you quick to say forget it, turn away and leave it to the porno where their love
 Is nothin' but an image, lights and smoke, two-way mirrors so the people on the outside don't
 See errors till you can no longer create the facade and need to talk to everybody about it but God.
 She gon' make mistakes but so will you. You shouldn't say nothin' that you wouldn't want
 Her to, say to you if you was in the spot she's in. Love, makes acception and, takes direction
 Baby girl just hold me down for now before you know it you'll be married to a hole in the ground...
 I'm Hard 2 Love
 Some say I'm hard to like
 But i've been through a lot of things
 That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises
 On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm
 Never lettin' anybody get me again
 I'm Hard 2 Love
 Some say I'm hard to like
 But i've been through a lot of things
 That i'm scarred for life. I got bruises
 On my spirit, dents in my chin and i'm
 Never lettin' anybody get me again.
 I'm Hard 2 Love