A Total Separation of Self

I don't even know who I am anymore
 (Or how to stay calm through the storm)
 And is it raining harder than before?
 There's a sickness up there somewhere
 I can feel it seeping through the fucking floors
 (Rotting me slowly to my core)
 Sometimes the earth takes control
 (It holds you tight never letting go)
 But you're not choking
 Until the air you breathe becomes so sweet
 (That you'll do anything for the taste of a little more)
 The panic grows, the cycle flows
 (It's growing loud, and I'm further from home)
 Am I getting used to this drone?
 Enthroned in grey
 This feels like being burried in stone
 (I fall for the same shit everyday, but it never gets old)
 Sometimes the earth takes control
 (It holds you tight never letting go)
 But you're not choking
 Until the air you breathe becomes so sweet
 (That you'll do anything for the taste of a litte more)
 Sometimes the earth takes control
 (It holds you tight never letting go)
 But you're not choking
 Until the air you breathe becomes so sweet
 (That you'll do anything for the taste of a litte more)
 (Just the taste of a little more)
 And you'll find what's left in you is worth fighting for
 End