Thresher

I hate the radio
 Advertisements, morning show hosts
 And every cop on the side of the road
 Everything outside the windscreen disturbs me
 But inside it's worse
 The thresher that we call this world
 Reduces me to mere idle talk
 I'm slowly but certainly descending
 Fuck you for not being strong enough
 For letting me bare the weight of both of us
 I can't forever be your crutch (I can't forever be your crutch)
 Today I think I've had enough (I think I've had enough)
 High at the airport, drunk at the beach
 I've been numb for weeks, I can't feel a thing
 I'll swill or smoke, I'll roll a note
 If I just swallow, I'll prevent the choke
 So keep me up (keep me out)
 Of this house (of this mind)
 Cause there a'int no use in worrying all the time
 Take me back to where the flowers grow
 To the man in the mirror that I used to know
 Fuck you for not being strong enough
 For letting me bare the weight of both of us
 I can't forever be your crutch
 Today I think I've had enough
 (today I think I've had enough)
 Enough, enough - I'm screaming
 Enough, enough - can you hear me now?
 Enough, enough - I'm screaming
 In mess I should be cleaning, running
 The carousel slows, reality starts to set in
 My friends are climbing off
 How long have the horses been plastic?
 Have we been going in circles?
 Was I always alone?
 Was it their voices I heard, or was it a dial tone?
 I think I've always known
 But I never cared to pay heed
 Because I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
 Ready to up and leave
 At least just not like this
 Cause this was our abyss
 I loved you all, this was our home
 We were together and I love it as it is