I Don't Know If I've Got What It Takes Anymore

Eighty pages in
 The bookmark hasn't moved
 For a couple years
 I no longer get things done
 I don't know if I've got what it takes anymore
 I don't know if I've got what it takes
 A cardboard box of tapes
 Is staring me in the face
 It hasn't moved for years
 It hasn't made a sound
 I don't do a thing about the things I love
 I don't know if I've got what it takes
 I'll be still while the night moves around me
 In a long exposure lit by the lights that surround me
 And if you found me there
 What would you think?
 What would you think?
 So I make a list
 But nothing gets crossed off
 So I make another list
 But that one just gets lost
 Should I make another list or should I give up?
 Because, I don't know if I've got what it takes
 I'll be still while the night moves around me
 In a long exposure lit by the lights that surround me
 And if you found me there
 What would you say?
 What would you say?
 It's like throwing rocks at the sky
 It's like throwing rocks at the sun
 No matter how I want to try
 I can't seem to get things done
 I don't know if I've got what it takes anymore
 I don't know if I've got what it takes