IHATEMYSELF

Here I go again, terrified myself
 I suffocated in these walls I've built up
 I'm no good at self love
 And I've wasted I've wasted my time
 I'm Terrible to myself
 I'm Terrible to myself
 Ooh
 I hate myself
 Sometimes I hate I hate myself
 I look for happiness in the bottom of a glass
 Drowning in the deep thoughts of an egomaniac
 I'm making enemies all the bullies in my mind
 They try to hurt me but it was me the whole time
 I'm Terrible to myself
 I'm Terrible to myself
 Ooh
 I hate myself
 Sometimes I hate I hate myself
 I crawl around on the ceiling
 Pull me down but I'm liking how it's feeling
 Here I go again I'm fighting with my manic head
 I'm losing grip of it
 Tempered little fits
 Mantras on my tongue
 But nothing ever sticks
 Battle with the love and the hate of myself
 Wishing I could be somebody, swapping for somebody else
 I stuck around a while and I heard you called me brave
 But all I did was wake up and live another day
 I hate myself
 I'm Terrible to myself
 I'm Terrible to myself
 Ooh
 I hate myself
 Sometimes I hate I hate myself