Lights

The lights are on
 But nobody's home
 I hope you know how much I hate
 Everything I've become
 I might never make it back
 To where I want to be
 I might never make it back
 I might never make it back
 I need to stop spending all my time
 Trying to prove my worth online
 Youre not as cool as you think you are
 Imposter syndrome will tear you apart
 Why is it so hard to be happy
 Am I better or am I pretending
 I already said I'm sorry
 Don't pretend like this is all about me
 Cause I don't think you know
 Just how low this brain will go
 When it feels like you don't want me around
 Feels like you don't want me around
 Cause I can't do this on my own
 All alone
 Because the lights are on
 But nobody's home
 I hope you know how much I hate
 Everything I've become
 I might never make it back
 To where I want to be
 I might never make it back
 I might never make it back
 When I look in the mirror
 I can't stand what I see
 Cause I'm not strong enough to fix the broken parts of me
 I tried to turn the lights off
 But I can't find the switch
 Nothing can fix me
 So I guess I'll have to live with it
 Live with it
 You act like you don't know
 And I'll act like I don't care
 And maybe down the line
 We can redefine
 And learn how to coexist again
 And maybe down the line
 We can redefine
 And learn how to coexist again