Still Here

Settle up or settle down
 Feeling good until it comes 'round
 The alarm bells, hear the sound
 One two there four times a hundred
 Morning fine begins to turn
 Sour days are cinders burnin'
 Keep you warm at least but can't
 Instead spread mess with the ashes
 Thought that I'd dissolve
 Thought that I'd disappear
 But I wake up in bed the next day I'm still here
 At times it doesn't seem so bad
 Then bubbles up just like an effervescent flu tab
 Nothin' I can say or do
 So it seems
 Too tired to see if it's true
 My responsibility
 But how to try
 When I can't see the wood for the trees
 Lay down on the forest floor
 Take a breath
 Closing eyes forever more
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 Thought that I'd dissolve
 Thought that I'd disappear
 But I wake up in bed the next day I'm still here
 Thought that it was time
 That the end was in sight
 But wheel keeps on turning
 Beyond wrong or right
 Living in a question mark
 Time is stumbling in the dark
 Waiting to complete the arc
 This story blows who's the writer
 More than just to sleep and eat
 Again, again repeat, repeat
 What happened to a short and sweet
 This one seems will never end
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 Know I'm not the first one
 To find myself here
 It's been widely discussed
 From Thoreau to Shakespeare
 Thought that I'd dissolve
 Thought that I'd disappear
 But I wake up in bed the next day I'm still here