I Think I Hate Myself

I think I hate myself, nobody else
 And all my daydreams send me to hell
 And all my friends have left again
 Is this real or is it in my head?
 Do I still feel alive or is it just the high?
 Still waking, baking, tryna convince myself I'm fine
 I don't really know what I am doing right now
 Fake it 'til I make it 'cause I don't know how
 Still waking, baking, but I'm telling my mum I'm fine
 What the hell is going on with me?
 I feel at home in a cemetery
 I, I hate myself, nobody else
 And all my daydreams send me to hell
 And all my friends have left again
 Is this real or is it in my head?
 Is it such a crime to hate myself sometimes?
 I'm smoking, choking, but I'm only just getting by
 Call me a vanilla kleptomaniac
 Stealing from the rich and never giving back
 Still smoking, choking, but I'm telling my dad I'm fine
 I told you once, I told you twice, take my advice
 I'm just a weirdo
 Reality bites, I try to be nice
 'Cause you don't wanna go where I go
 Seeing ultraviolet on a bathroom floor
 Trying to be content but always wanting more
 Still smoking, choking, am I feeling alive?
 I, I hate myself, nobody else
 And all my daydreams send me to hell
 And all my friends have left again
 Is this real or is it in my head?
 Cross my heart, hope to die
 Stick your needles in my eyes
 Am I alive or feeling less?
 So give me sex and cigarettes
 Guilty and preoccupied with what will happen when I die
 Am I alive or feeling less?
 Is this all real or in my head?
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 And I, I hate myself, nobody else
 And all my daydreams send me to hell
 And all my friends have left again
 Is this real or is it in my head?
 And I, I hate myself
 I hate myself
 I hate myself