*whispers* Thank You

Talk around your holiday
 You know the details will always escape
 But I tried to hang on every word
 For something steady to remember
 Stories to the scars only if I could recall where they were
 "Don't hate yourself" makes sense if you're not
 Always fucking up even when you're sitting still
 Calling home making sure I've not been a disappointment
 Pour out just another drink maybe forgetting
 Tonight means rationing what little's left of my memories
 I promise I am listening
 Talk around your holiday
 You know the details will always escape
 But I tried to hang on every word
 For something steady to remember
 Stories to the scars only if I could recall where they were
 I knew your eyes
 Now they've closed
 So with time
 I'll forget that they were green
 I let you beckon in the person that I am
 In happiness I am incomplete
 Remembering the fact you laid your own traps
 Duality is that I've never broken any bones
 Talk around your holiday
 You know the details will always escape
 But I tried to hang on every word
 For something steady to remember
 Stories to the scars only if I could recall
 Only if I could recall where they were