Satisfied

I've spent so much time,
 Chasin,
 A life I thought was mine,
 I thought I deserved,
 Thought I'd earned,
 What is it in my heart,
 That's damaged,
 To take a beautiful life,
 For granted cus,
 It was how I planned it,
 I've come to terms with the man that I made up,
 And the one I really am,
 I've taken turns on the days when I gave up,
 And the ones I took a stand,
 And I can be satisfied,
 With you in my saddest times,
 Or I can't be satisfied at all.
 How many lessons must I learn,
 The hard way,
 And through it all to know I'm loved,
 Always
 I think I always knew
 BRIDGE
 I've come to terms with the man that I made up,
 And the one I really am,
 I've taken turns on the days when I gave up,
 And the ones I took a stand,
 And I can be satisfied,
 With you in my saddest times,
 Or I can't be satisfied at all
 Give me an honest life,
 I'm giving up killing time,
 So I can be satisfied in you.