Slowly Healing

Two sides to each knife in my back
 Five stages, skipped one, and went mad
 Fuck dark, what you did was pitch black
 I was already hopeless
 My pain was first thing on your list
 Got scabs from red flags that I missed
 Bandaged, the wounds haven't closed yet
 You sent me to my lowest
 Now I'm slowly healing, it's all I ever asked for
 Slowly healing
 You never cared to know me, I hid behind the curtains
 Buried all my feelings, you only saw the surface
 I'm slowly healing from the girl I adored
 Slowly healing from the shit I endured
 Slowly hеaling, it's all I ever asked for
 Nеver thought you'd make the list of my friends who passed
 Lost another part of me, happened way too fast
 Damn, I wish that I could trust like I did in the past
 Now the damage is done and I'm broken in half
 All the questions that I had seemed to answer themselves
 My suspicions came to life, who's the crazy one now?
 Tried to burn me with the gaslight, blow that shit out
 I'm still reeling from the last night
 Now I'm slowly healing, it's all I ever asked for
 Slowly healing
 You never cared to know me, I hid behind the curtains
 Buried all my feelings, you only saw the surface
 I'm slowly healing from the girl I adored
 Slowly healing from the shit I endured
 Slowly healing, it's all I ever asked for
 Slowly healing from the shit I endured
 Slowly healing from the girl I adore