Raise y_our glass

It's kinda shitty, isn't it?
 Not the way we pictured it
 Feels like an existential crisis
 Or am I being dramatic?
 I wish the world would shut its mouth
 Give me space to fucking sort it out
 Like, I'm fine, just leave me alone
 I'm great on my own
 But if I'm being honest
 I'd hate to waste us on this
 But I truly hope they find their own peace of mind
 I don't know what I'd be doing without you
 You love who I am
 'Cause I don't care as long as I'm with you
 I'll reach for your hand
 In this ugly world where the color is fading
 You're beautiful in every color and shade, I
 Don't know if you drink
 But raise a glass to the past in the story of us
 A little bit of complication never hurt my body, I know
 But it's different when the target is your mind
 And everybody's talking shit
 No bigger hypocrite, it's fine though
 My sisters and I, we sympathize
 But if I'm being honest
 Never thought that I would have this
 Back when all I needed was people who will stay
 I don't know what I'd be doing without you
 You love who I am
 'Cause I don't care as long as I'm with you
 I'll reach for your hand
 In this ugly world where the color is fading
 You're beautiful in every color and shade, I
 Don't know if you drink
 But raise a glass 'cause
 It took a while to get here
 I'm fearless, but I still fear
 You'll disappear 'cause I couldn't be
 The person that you need
 I won't ever leave
 I don't know what I'd be doing without you
 You love who I am
 'Cause I don't care as long as I'm with you
 I'll reach for your hand
 In this ugly world where the color is fading
 You're beautiful in every color and shade, I, I
 In this ugly world where the color is fading
 You're beautiful in every color and shade, I
 Don't know if you drink
 But raise a glass
 To the story of us