I Still Don't Want to Be Sad

i wake up with this muggy feeling in my head
 like i wish that yesterday
 oh, yesterday
 i had been found dead
 from an overdose on vitamins
 and prescribed medications
 i wanted to be healthier but i guess i overcompensated
 and tomorrow i hope i can be better
 for you
 i hope i can smile and do nothing that bothers you
 and i hope i am not broken
 and i hope one day the pieces of this place can be put together into their perfect stable place
 but i am sad most of the time
 but you can't see it 'cause i keep it inside
 and i am sad most of the time
 but you can't see it 'cause i keep it inside
 i am sad most of the time
 but you can't see it 'cause i keep it inside
 and i am sad most of the time
 but you can't see it 'cause i keep it inside
 but something in the stars that night
 makes me feel like one day i might
 never have to prescribe to another medication for the rest of my life