Slept All Day

I just wanna be numb
 That's why I drink and fight and smoke so much
 Stay gone, Bitch leave me alone
 I don't wanna be loved
 Just obeyed, paid, and respected
 Been walked the path of rejection
 These mushrooms help with reflection
 I used to have a lot of friends
 I used to be so fucking cool
 But cool ain't what the fuck I want
 What else am I supposed to do?
 Doing what the fuck I want
 What else am I supposed to do?
 Apex- that's the chosen crew
 Pray we have't chosen you
 I'll share my demons, if you
 Share your demons, we might
 Share these feelings, my wounds
 Still need healing
 Know OG's who still be peeling
 They lack control
 In her mouth like plaque and gold
 My skin is made from black and gold
 I'll share my demons, if you
 Share your demons, we might
 Share these feelings, my wounds
 Still need healing
 Know OG's who still be peeling
 Because they lack control
 In her mouth like plaque and gold
 My skin is made from black and gold
 And we awoke to the sound of machines
 Cell phone rings, clouds full of steam
 Erupt from the building tops, we all feel small
 She left skid-marks when her heart peeled off
 Told her "Remember these waves"
 Slow motion replays
 So many layers we laid on the tracks for the train
 That hit like a dab to the brain
 Of a lonely decayer
 I'm cold as the mayor
 Rhyme with the manual, read as she kneels
 Eyes closed for the prayer
 It felt so real, it ain't no one to save her
 It's all for the game and the player
 I mean it's all for the love
 Have a Carl for the road
 Have a Carl for the road
 I done wandered around
 I ain't lost but I'm found
 As I'm causing these sounds
 That I sing when I dream when I sleep all day
 (Sleep all day, sleep all day)
 Thank God she brought an early Winter
 Thank God I'm gone sleep well tonight
 Blue blood full of shit she ain't heard about
 Wait homie better make sure you scale it right
 Cause I gotta dip right after this
 Goin on hiatus
 Just had to cop catalyst
 Going thru these phases
 No fear in my balancing
 And boats still floating, I'm still paddling
 Trying to make a crown, need golden and talisman
 Hurt Everybody can't worry about challengers
 Niggas hate, that's just my analysis
 I'ma need land for my fam and my palaces
 I'ma drop bands on a cam just to film it
 So everyone can live the trials, battling
 External bullshit and internal real shit
 These niggas still snakin- they hissin and rattling
 I'm sleeping...
 Kinda feeling like a nigga who ain't made it
 I never did drugs but I needed a feel
 Tried these mushrooms they made me crazy
 I tripped with Damage and that nigga had to save me
 I went slept all day, I can't sleep no more
 I gave a demon the world, she told me she want more
 Please O Lord, give me Adderall
 Keep me out my thoughts
 Keep me out my body
 Give me avatars
 You can tag along
 We went hella far
 I am out of arms-reach
 Don't ever call me
 No Dragon Ball Z
 But we defeat Cells
 My brother locked up, fuck it
 We defeat cells
 See the detail, wonder who told
 I'm from out West
 Just like Dee-Low
 See the D-boy in streets like detours
 My momma wouldn't approve
 Of my friends, what they do
 Find a girl, break her heart, I'll tear it in two
 Bitch you can't find my ex like a variable
 And can't find my house on google search neither
 It do not hurt either
 The truth that will free you
 When she says she miss me
 I do not believe her