Abuse Of SID

You want him, you need him
 It's so hard to please him
 You just don't dare
 And inside, you're burning
 With some secret yearnings
 You must not care
 Still, won't you help me?
 I'm flawed
 Desperate, angry with God
 'Cause, he just won't care
 Oh, excuse me, you're mourning
 How calloused and boring
 I brush your hair
 And, see your face
 (I can see it all on your face)
 Empty smile
 (I can see, an empty smile)
 I touch that place
 (Oh my God, what'd he do to you?)
 And all the while
 You know, it won't stop
 So you make an excuse, to confuse the issue
 What makes you think that I'll care about you?
 When you lay on the ground, 'til he tells you he's through
 And he'll do what he'll do, and he'll do it, to you
 And all the while
 He's been using you
 And yes, all the while
 He's abusing you
 So, it finally dawned on me, yesterday morning
 I just can't stare
 And swallow the words, that your hero's perverted
 Of what we share
 I'll kill him! I'll beat him!
 The cycle's repeating!
 I hold thin arrogance!
 Still, won't you hold him, and trust him
 You love him so much
 And, he still won't care
 To see your face!
 With an empty smile!
 'Cause, I touched that place, on you!
 And all the while!
 She says it's so good!
 When it's over!
 If this is so good!
 Then, it's no good!
 If this is so good!
 Everybody's so good!
 Everybody's so good!
 When you're no good!
 And, all the while
 He's been using you
 Yes, all the while
 He's abusing you
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 With your naked excuse, you confuse your misuse
 And what makes you think, I should care what he'll do?
 If you lay on the ground, 'til he tells you he's through
 And he makes up your mind, that that's what you should do
 'Cause, all the while
 You've been using you
 Yes, all the while
 You're abusing you
 He hurts you, mistreats you
 Your own mind, misleads you
 You just won't care
 When holes, in your face
 Can't be covered with makeup
 You'll still stay there