i want to paint walls red

People always talk like they know me
 No one sees the knife inside my heart as I slowly die
 Feelings come alive and they're burning
 I had all the patience in the world but now I don't try
 It's a waste of time
 Everyone walks out my life
 I say goodbye
 You've heard that line
 But I remember every night
 Hey
 I'm afraid love
 Lately it's more than I just can't wake up
 Stay?
 Cause I need you
 But you don't feel the same and it's so see through
 Hey
 I'm afraid love
 Lately it's more than I just can't wake up
 Stay?
 Cause I need you
 But you don't feel the same and it's so see through
 Oh
 I just want to go home
 Try to act like I'm tough
 Cant even stomach the thought of my blood
 I want to paint walls red when I'm in love
 I want to paint walls red
 I want to paint walls red oh
 Try to act like enough:/
 Can't even stomach the thought of you now
 I want to paint walls red when I'm in love
 I want to paint walls red
 I want to paint walls red oh...
 I'm afraid love
 Lately it's more than I just can't wake up
 Stay?
 Cause I need you
 But you don't feel the same and it's so see through