Hate

(Call me or text me when you see this, bye)
 Pick up
 No
 I was kinda hopin' you don't
 Seven months just way to long
 And I'm just not that strong
 So I
 Hang up
 No
 Maybe that's the reason you're gone
 It's way to hard admittin' I'm wrong
 So I just carry on
 So
 When you see my number
 You don't have to wonder
 Just know I tried but pride got in the way
 And when I see your number
 Won't let it take me under
 It's as if we just can't say this
 Face to face
 I hate that I love you
 Hate you can't see it
 Hate that you miss me
 And I don't believe it
 Hate that you're funny
 Hate that you're fly
 Hate all the space you take up in my mind
 Hate how we started
 Hate how we ended
 Hate how my heart's
 Been broken for a minute
 Is it to late?
 Damn I need a break
 From all of this
 All of this hate
 Mm
 Switch up
 Go
 This is me letting you know
 That I've been feeling outta control
 Can't shake this hole
 So I
 Get up
 Go
 Maybe I'm sorry your old
 You've been trynna' keep me real low
 Just me and my phone
 So when you see my number
 You won't have to wonder
 Just know I tried but
 Pride got in the way
 And when I see your number
 Don't let it take me under
 It's as if we can't just say this
 Face to face
 I hate that I love you
 Hate you can't see it
 Hate that you miss me
 And I don't believe it
 Hate that you're funny
 Hate that you're fly
 Hate all the space you take up in my mind
 Hate how it started
 Hate how it ended
 Hate how my heart's
 Been broken a minute
 Is it to late?
 Damn I need a break
 From all of this
 All of this hate
 Gotta get on my own way
 This shit ain't healthy
 Getting this all off today
 Down tick you're foolish
 This shit is stupid
 I'm overthinkin' again
 I'm
 Crossing the line right now
 Oh ya it is my turn now
 I keep it solid
 Starting to call ya
 But I don't know what to say
 (Sorry the number you have reached is not in service)
 I hate that I love you
 Hate you can't see it
 Hate that you miss me
 But I don't believe it
 Hate that you're funny
 Hate that you're fine
 Hate all this stupid shit
 Hate how it started
 Hate how it ended
 Hate how my heart's
 Been broken for a minute
 Is it too late
 Damn I need a break
 From all of this
 All of this hate