Antisocial

I don't wanna be antisocial but this is the way that I am
 And I know that my last stay faithful trusting you turned into a scam
 Why you drive me insane mhp money heal pain
 Been over love see my heart don't again
 Mom I know dat you down
 But this all gonna change
 Imma a go differently
 My own blood really done distance me
 So I feel nothing I'm at anti-g
 A bad kid weren't really what I planned to be
 It's fucked
 I apologise if I don't love
 These words that I hear kinda make it tough
 War-torn no one could of defuse to rough
 There's reas on bout how I struggle to trust
 Now tryin this rappin
 Made songs but they just weren't slappin
 You ain't know when
 So P5 your school is adapting
 When my mother needs peace
 I got paid I could say with chest on my own
 Money be the motive not parties or sleeping
 Only for that to them all
 And I'm tierd of poking stages
 Seeing come on my beyond these stages
 Know that every step and I got two sides
 Best know I could talk two faces
 Take time with these girls
 Like chases 10k as now feel like I'm famous
 And my mom's not cool wit the things that I done
 But you know I'm tryina go make it
 I don't wanna be antisocial but this is the way that I am
 And I know that my last stay faithful trusting you turned into a scam
 Why you drive me insane mhp money don't heal pain
 Been over love see my heart don't again
 Mom I know dat you down
 But this all gonna change
 Step back on the pagans
 Stick to the g's and gonna done conquer shit
 All the time man I pray for views
 Come a whole thing notice
 I've been used to constanct spacing my life
 Jason but I still gotta keep on
 Chasing though the endless worlds that
 I'm facing when you're hard on you home
 That I have try to killing this
 Code I said I never look forward to love
 When I tell youmy personal
 Double tap on your images but your picks
 When I tell you personal
 Any where I can go to in this life
 Don't fit where your demons just said