Young Diaries

Here, Here are the pages of diaries
 Being torn out
 And these, these are the silent memories of mine
 Like blood being poured out
 I watched you, I was behind you as
 You bred me, you fed me, you led me
 But just as soon I'm in a family that's broken apart
 By your adulterous heart
 Oh God, so carelessly I have been drawn
 From your arms
 Carry me to your graceful place that vengeance just can't replace
 These mirrors reveal nothing but regret
 Such remindful regret
 I can't help but to write these young diaries
 So hard to forget
 I look back
 I see your hand lack mine
 But I can remember just fine that
 Your lips were poisoned
 Your arms false refuge
 Your heart, a deceitful deluge
 Oh God, so carelessly I have been drawn
 From your arms
 Carry me to your graceful place that vengeance just can't replace
 I'm reaching out
 I can't do this anymore
 I don't remember who I used to be
 All I see is rage
 The blood of my enemies of their face
 Humiliation engaged
 Everything in me that I hate, regurgitates
 You were just a face
 A pitiful soul that once had a dream
 Tell me again because I can't, and I don't believe
 A God that loves me?! I can't even love myself
 I release you from my wrath
 (You and I are forgiven)
 As I release me from my past
 He's now breaking the grip of my heart
 (You and I are forgiven)
 With blood so innocently shed for my part
 (This is all, this is where this all ends)