Fall Apart

Give me a reason why I shouldn't put this bullet in my head
 You say I shouldn't kill myself, I think I'm already dead
 Give me a reason why I shouldn't pull this trigger on myself
 God I want this to end, I think I'm going to hell
 Jesus somebody told me that I needed you
 And I'm finding that maybe what she said was true
 (This will be the day I die) Kill the lights and fall apart
 (This will be the day I die) End this life before it starts
 Why do I hate myself, I wish I could be someone else
 Why do I cut myself, I let it bleed to escape the spell
 Cause I'm just trying to be me, but am I ever gonna be good enough
 For suicide I scream cause what the hell is love?
 Jesus somebody told me that I needed you
 And I'm finding that maybe what she said was true
 (This will be the day I die) Kill the lights and fall apart
 (This will be the day I die) End this life before it starts
 Today is the day that I die in my own hands
 Pushed there by your hands
 Today is the day that I die in my own hands
 Pushed there by your hands
 Let me die...
 Kill the lights and fall apart
 End this life before it starts
 (This will be the day I die) Kill the lights and fall apart
 (This will be the day I die) End this life before it starts