Memories to Dust

Reveal your source to me
 Hold your hands out for me
 To withdraw them in time
 The reasons become obscured
 These scars in my heart
 prove my undying affection
 The memories still so fresh
 remind me of my infection
 Heal not the wounds on me
 Let them remind of you
 These marks in my mind
 provide my eternal damnation
 The vile darkest within
 directs me to my destruction
 Heal not the pain in me
 Let it remind of you
 To withdraw everything in time
 The reasons become obscured
 The cruelty in my heart
 pulls me in to oblivion
 The memories, turned to dark,
 deny me from salvation
 Forever broken trust
 Excuses, lies and deception
 The memories turn to dust
 and truth is just an illusion, for me!