Chasing the Wind

Those nights Ill never forget
 Wondering through a thousand years.
 Solitude seemed so real
 Emptiness filled my eyes
 And desperation hummed her lies.
 hummed her lies
 Cracked walls, rough thoughts
 A dark shape of what I used to be
 Endless seconds
 Dragging me again.
 Once again I find myself lost in the crowd
 Faceless bodies swirling all around
 Searching for something to pacify myself
 Like a lion hunting for self defense
 My paradox of love and hate.
 New life, new hope
 Seems so easy to achieve
 Same end: failure
 Its funnier every time
 For you, for her
 For every fucking one.
 I still chase the wind
 In the moment Im lost
 I still chase the wind
 For a moment of peace
 I still hear the words.
 And its tearing me apart
 From the inside out
 Once again I find myself lost in the crowd
 Faceless bodies swirling all around
 Searching for something to pacify myself
 Like a lion hunting for self defense
 My paradox of love and hate.
 Those nights Ill never forget
 Wondering through a thousand years
 Solitude seemed so real
 And desperation hummed her lies
 For every warm embrace
 One cold night.
 Not more not less