Divine Departure

Sometimes I ask myself
 Why I was destined for all this grief
 Like a rat who has to struggle
 For the crumbs beneath his feet
 I can't help but to ask myself
 How could this happen to me?
 Pushing everyone away
 I don't need your sympathy
 I should have known better
 I'm so blindly upset
 I feel the swelling anger
 Feeding fire to the wreck
 Da da da da da
 Da da da da
 So I'll scream scream scream
 Scream my lungs out
 Whoa oh whoa oh
 With every breath
 To every shout
 Whoa oh whoa oh
 I've been there (been there)
 Felt that (felt that)
 All the way from hell and back
 Proving to myself that I am now stronger
 Oh if only this could change
 If only things could rearrange
 To what they used to be
 Oh what if I'm not the same?
 What will end this pain?
 If only if only
 So I'll scream scream scream
 Scream my lungs out
 Whoa oh whoa oh
 With every breath
 To every shout
 Whoa oh whoa oh
 I've been there (been there)
 Felt that (felt that)
 All the way from hell and back
 Proving to myself that I am now stronger
 There's nothing to be said
 And nothing I can do
 And I know how you feel
 Cause I've gone through it too
 Everything can be restored
 Everything can be renewed
 When you pass on the love
 That was passed down to you
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 I'll conquer this so I promise
 That my fight is here to stay
 Broken now but things can be repaired
 I'll take this day by day
 I've been there, felt that
 All the way from hell and back
 And I've proven to myself
 That I am now stronger
 Stronger
 Oh oh oh oh oh
 Oh oh oh oh oh
 So I'll scream scream scream
 Scream my lungs out
 Whoa oh whoa oh
 With every breath
 To every shout
 Whoa oh whoa oh
 I've been there (been there)
 Felt that (felt that)
 All the way from hell and back
 Proving to myself that I am now stronger
 There's nothing to be said
 And nothing I can do
 And I know how you feel
 Cause I've gone through it too
 Everything can be restored
 Everything can be renewed
 When you pass on the love
 That was passed down to you
 I won't be confined to this shallow mind
 This has been my test for such a long time
 I won't let this be the end of me
 Open up, be strong
 Giving up is long gone
 This life won't be
 Anything like it used to be
 In a world where I can see
 A brand new life in front of me
 It's alright it's ok
 I'll keep living for today