heaven

I saw a fire and thought of rain
 It all begins to feel the same
 With you and me
 Close my eyes and hold to dream
 Of filler friends with their filler things
 They say to me
 No one wants it sweet
 They want it to hurt
 So you can be the feet and I will play the dirt
 Heaven is a place
 With lilacs in your hair
 Heaven might be real
 So I will be you there
 I am twelve and back in trouble
 Alone again but getting older
 And you let me sleep
 Think I'm just your baby doll
 With plastic curves and feeling small
 But you let me sleep
 No one wants it sweet
 They want it to hurt
 So you can be the feet and I will play the dirt
 Heaven is a place
 With lilacs in your hair
 Heaven might be real
 So I will be you there