Will I Survive

I have this feeling inside me that I've always tried to hide
 This feeling has never ended, didn't ever subside
 I realized that keeping it would only cause me pain
 So I tried to forget about it, but the feeling only remained
 Tell me, will I ever survive?
 Stop my tears and keep it inside
 Holding back myself from being close to you
 Here I am all alone so lost and full of confusion
 Not knowing how to help myself arrive at a decision
 I can't get you out of my mind
 I don't know what to do
 It's this feeling that's ever growing
 It's this feeling I feel for you
 Tell me, will I ever survive?
 Stop my tears and keep it inside
 Holding back myself from being close to you
 Tell me, will I ever survive?
 Stop my tears and keep it inside
 Holding back myself from being close to you
 Tell me, will I ever survive?
 Stop my tears and keep it inside
 Holding back myself from being close to you
 Holding back myself from being close to you
 Will I ever wake up from this dream I'm going through?